Next!

Wednesday, ah Wednesday. Not too bad of a week so far, but I am quite ready for the weekend. There is nothing like deciding to walk away from a romantic relationship and having pms at the same time.

It is okay, both will pass shortly - the pms HAS to come to and there is another man trying to get my attention anyway.
At least I think he's trying to get my attention, other women seem to think he is trying to get me to notice. I'm clueless with men unless they just tell me upfront. People tell me I'm smart...I just have a hard time realizing if a man is interested in more than just being my friend.

I admit it, I give myself an "F" in dating.
I spent a year in corporate disneyland, own my own home and dream car. I'm successful I tell ya!
I have a great life, GREAT! I love going out and I'm outgoing. I really love my life and don't believe in waiting for someone special to enjoy life. I like having dinner alone and doing things without a boyfriend, but it would be nice if that were a choice that I'd have to make - to invite someone or not to invite someone, that would be the question.
So, if I'm so successful at work and school and karate, why do I absolutely suck in dating? I'm nice and not too nice. I'm independent, ok that doesn't go in my favor much for dating. I'm well read. I've told I look "exotic", which trust me sounds way sexier than any action I actually see.
So why do I suck at dating so much? I don't have an answer for that and I'm sure I won't find a clear one today.