I've been absent for a while. I have no excuse. Not.One.Valid.Excuse.
In my absence I met someone - well, I met them a while ago. Since dating this person I have realized that I'm not as evolved emotionally as I thought. I'm working on that because I want to change.
In my absence I met someone - well, I met them a while ago. Since dating this person I have realized that I'm not as evolved emotionally as I thought. I'm working on that because I want to change.
We are no longer dating....we date, we don't date, we date and on and on for six times. Currently we aren't dating...we aren't even speaking.
I do not want our relationship to be so dramatic. I like him. But I also know that I need someone who communicates with me. I want to be with someone who communicates well, not abundantly, just well.
This of course may mean that I'm single forever as I'm having a hard time finding this quality in someone I'm attracted to physically and mentally.
I'm not sure what will happen at this point. I'd like the relationship to work out, but I've been close to marriage more times that I’d like to admit…. six.
This of course may mean that I'm single forever as I'm having a hard time finding this quality in someone I'm attracted to physically and mentally.
I'm not sure what will happen at this point. I'd like the relationship to work out, but I've been close to marriage more times that I’d like to admit…. six.
Six is the unmagic number, but I knew deep down that none of these were right. I also realized that people often “settle” for someone. I don’t want to settle – not that I’m better than others. I just want more than settling for something. I won’t settle when it comes to furniture or fabrics or my education, so why would I settle on a partner?
My brain, in an effort to take my mind off of this whole relationship thing, decided to provide interesting dreams last night. I can only hope this continues as the dreams were great.
Last night my brain created a dream in which I was shopping at the Woolworth’s of my childhood with the gang from Scooby Doo. No, they were not cartoons at all, but real, live people….dressed exactly as they were in the show. And yes, Scooby Doo was there and well behaved I should add.
We shopped and when we finished we went out to the Scooby van in the dark parking lot.
I should add that the most interesting part of this dream is that I was wearing yellow tights. Not just any yellow tights though. I was wearing yellow tights made of the banana fluff in the center of banana Moon Pies.
Yeah…
Update: My foster kittens went back to the shelter for adoption. They'd been my charges for five weeks. Five weeks is a long time and I'd hoped they would get a loving home together.
After ONE day at the shelter I called and adopted them via phone. Two days later they came home for good and I'm glad I opened my home to them.
And yes, I am now officially a cat lady.
My brain, in an effort to take my mind off of this whole relationship thing, decided to provide interesting dreams last night. I can only hope this continues as the dreams were great.
Last night my brain created a dream in which I was shopping at the Woolworth’s of my childhood with the gang from Scooby Doo. No, they were not cartoons at all, but real, live people….dressed exactly as they were in the show. And yes, Scooby Doo was there and well behaved I should add.
We shopped and when we finished we went out to the Scooby van in the dark parking lot.
I should add that the most interesting part of this dream is that I was wearing yellow tights. Not just any yellow tights though. I was wearing yellow tights made of the banana fluff in the center of banana Moon Pies.
Yeah…
Update: My foster kittens went back to the shelter for adoption. They'd been my charges for five weeks. Five weeks is a long time and I'd hoped they would get a loving home together.
After ONE day at the shelter I called and adopted them via phone. Two days later they came home for good and I'm glad I opened my home to them.
And yes, I am now officially a cat lady.
2 comments:
Stop looking.Keep your standards where they are but just have fun. Someone will make you laugh, be smart, talk with you in a way that makes you notice.. that's the dude.
I love tights made of banana marshmallow fluff.
Congratulations on the kitties! The last cat I brought home was straight from the dumpster. I tried so hard to find her a home, but she knew better. She jumped in my car and that was the end of the story......Banana fluff huh?
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